I’ve been a little restless as of late. There is so many things that need to be done such mow the yard, paint some walls on the house, organise my receipts for tax time, go through my wardrobe to remove all the clothing that I never wear but I don’t want to do any of it.
I’m not sure what it is I want to do with my time but if I’m to be honest I feel like I am wasting it by reading books, surfing the internet, watching TV shows on iTunes yet I still continue to mess around.
The beginning of Term 2 is just around the corner and maybe that will be a blessing in disguise. I seem to lack motivation and there is nothing like a Uni assignment to get one motivated especially when there is the cost of tuition fees at stake – except this next course kind of scares me.
It’s new and completely unfamiliar and there is maths involved which hurts my brain just thinking about it. Normally I’m all for maths but I’ve become a little complacent with no Uni assignments hanging over my head and I’m dreading the return of deadlines and grades. I would have been better off without such a long break but I’m thankful for it all the same.
I had planned on doing a different course next term – one that involved electricity and was a little more interesting if I’m to be honest – and I’d enrolled myself into the course, bought the textbook and received my schedule only to find the final exam clashed with my holiday – which is out-of-state and non-refundable.
Written assessments I can do on the road and submit via the internet but I can’t do an exam the same way. So I dropped that class, enrolled in the second choice and forked out more money on textbooks.
It was my only silly fault for rushing ahead with it but the way textbooks disappear off the shelves these days I couldn’t risk not buying it, just encase.
I wish I was on vacation time now. I’m just itching to be some place that I haven’t been before whilst I have all this restless energy to burn.